I've Changed - Keyshia Cole
Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I been realizing a lot of things lately.
  1. Cannot do homework/study after 10pm.
  2. Have constant headaches out of nowhere.
  3. I think I lost some weight ?
  4. Fights constantly with Khuyen.
  5. Realizing mistakes I been making in the past.
  6. Good attempts of keeping my room clean.
  7. ALWAYS missing out on outings with the girls.
  8. Thinks about HSC constantly, more then 5 times a day!
  9. Always wondering about the future.
  10. STILL does not know what career path to take.
  11. Does not know what I want anymore.
  12. Have given up part of myself.
  13. Spends money like a spoiled bitch when I actual worked my ass off for it.
  14. Keeps thinking I have a sixth sense. LOL!
  15. DeJaVu keeps happening to me.
Well today, I didn't go to school because I rather stay home to do my French assessment. I was writing a diary entry of one of my most favorite day in New Caledonia and god I miss being away from the real world. I miss the feeling of not needing to care about anything other then just wanting to experience and see new things in life. Oh wells, I guess all I can do now is target one thing at a time. Prioritize what's most and what's least important in my life. That's just what you need to do. You just can't have everything you want in life, it's just doesn't work like that.

Phrase of the day: When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us."


Sumaia's 17th Birthday Party!
Me with the Jazzar Family + Dominic & Aaron (Managers)

~(1:06 PM)