As days go by ..
Saturday, June 20, 2009

The death of Martin Dankha had caused many to appear in tears. It had all affected each one of us and it had made us cherish every love ones around us as each day pass. Knowing that you can lose a love one at any day and any time. So how do we say goodbye to your son? Mother? Father? Best friend? Love ones? Well for me, I had lost a father. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye or even hello. My father had passed away when I was still in my mother's stomach. I was born as a child without a father at birth so I never had experienced what its like to have a big man in the family. My mum had been a single mother for 17 years now raising up 6 kids on her own. I know it's hard on my mother so I would never remind her of my father.


So theses lyrics are all dedicated to all our love ones that had left us.

"And I know you're shining down on me from Heaven,Like so many friends we've lost along the way, And I know eventually we'll be together.One sweet day." - One Sweet Day, Mariah Carey ft. Boyz II Men.

"As a child there were them timesI didn't get it but you kept me in lineI didn't know why you didn't show up sometimesOn Sunday mornings, and I missed you .... I never knew I could hurt like this. And everyday life goes on like"I wish I could talk to you for awhile". Miss you but I try not to cry. As time goes by. And it's true that you've reached a better place. Still I'd give the world to see your face. And I'm right here next to you. But it's like you're gone too soon. Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye." - Bye Bye, Mariah Carey.

"He was always such a nice boy. The quiet one With good intentions. He was down for his brother. Respectful to his mother. A good boy .... He coulda been a movie star. Never got the chance to go that far. His life was stole. Now we'll never know." - Stole, Kelly Rowland.

Yesterday the girls and I went to the cemetery to visit Martin's grave. The place was HUGE. And it was so hard to find his grave. Khuyen chucked a spaz at me because he was trying to give me directions but we still couldn't find it but in the end it turned out that he gave me the wrong direction ANYWAYS! PFFFFT, he said turn right, we were suppose to turn left! Well yeahs, his spot was all filled up with flowers, it was so nice. There were even L and P plates and twisters chips LOL. Martin would of loved it :) So we stayed there for about 15 mins and then headed back to Orange Grove to eat. We all ate abit of Maccas, Opportos and Krispy Kreme :) Poor Melain, they didn't have anymore leg piece for her! After that, we decided to see Hang Over. AND OH MEE GOD, it was fucken funny as !! AHHAHAHHA, so worth it. You guys should totally give it a go. You'll love it!

So I got home and played the sims 3 till like 1am and then fell asleep nxt to my laptop.
Getting ready now ! SOOO, TOO DAA LOOO MOTHER FUCKERSSSSSS. :L

~(11:54 AM)


R.I.P Martin Dankha <3
Wednesday, June 17, 2009

You were a strong and kind hearted boy. It was a shame for you to leave us at such a early time. You showed many of us how to stand tall and you will be forever admired for that.
Never once have you let us treated you differently to any others. You always had that great smile on your face even if the world had turn against you. I will look up to you because you are the greatest role model to us and I would look up to you from the Earth to above knowing that you have left this world a better place. We all love you sincerly and we will miss you dearly. Matin Dankha, take care up there and I hope to see you in another life time.

Lets forever hold your peace <3
Martin Dankha, R.I.P.
23rd November 1991 - 16th June 2009





~(4:15 PM)


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

So why am I still awake again? Right, it's FUCKEN cold and I can't seem to sleep so I'm just going to blog since it's better then just lying down in my bed and over exagerating thinking that my life is a dragggggg. Alrights, I am in a bitching mood so GOD DAMN IT. I AM GOING TO BITCH on my blog :)
MOTHER FUNCTION, my phone bill is making me broke! So when I mentioned about my iPhone being fabulous well wrong, one thing I hate about it is that whenever my monthly plan bill comes home, I stop seeing the daylights of BANK ACCOUNT. I am on a $49 cap (includes $300 credit, 250 MB of internet & free calls optus to optus 8pm - 12am) + phone bullshit + insurance + warranty. So lets say a total of $70 a mnth. But for some stupid reason I always go over and when I go over I never notice and I kill my bill. At first my bill was like $250? And now this mnth it's a total of $400 ==' I know what you're thinking (WTF?!?!?) SO other then me wasting $400 on my phone bill which I could of cheerfully spend at New Caledonia I have a genuis plan. And that is to upgrade my plan! :D I'm going to go for the $79 cap. And hopefully that will work out for me better. HOPEFULLY!
Another topic I want to express my feelings about is SCHOOL. I am so behind in all my subjects it's not funny anymore. I just recently caught up for Biology but I'm still missing a few sheets which Melain has. I still kind of behind in Health, I'm ABSOLUTELY behind in Maths and I have a French Assessment Task dued this Thursday which I haven't even started. Oh dear lord, please give me a whole week so I can finish everything without something else popping up aswell. But this is my plan, (YES I have a plan for everything) Tomorrow I am going to get the sheets of Melain, I have work from 3pm - 7pm which is indeed a short shift but GOOD. After work I shall work on my French Assessment first thing! Finish more then half! Finish off my catching up for Biology. Then on Wednesday I have free triple periods after recess and I'm going to do Health + Maths then and there. Go home, finish my French and go through everything. And finish off anything else that I need to be done by Thursday + Friday. AWESOME. Just make sure I don't bludge off and lag everything AGAIN. Gosh, I get distracted so easily theses days. Not good!
It's currently 2:41am now and I should get back to sleep or at least try to. Going to be dead tired at school tomorrow. Goodnight to all. Sleep well!

~(2:24 AM)


Sunday, June 14, 2009

WOW, it beens 2 months since I last blogged. Well obviously I'm not going to recount everything about whats been happening cause dear lord that would take ages ! So I'll try to update you about everyone and everything in the most quickest way possible.
Well as yous all know, Khuyen and I is official dating since 24th April 09. Things has been pretty good for the both of us. Of cause as couples we fight and argue and piss each other off but thats normal right? I'm really happy to have him and he means much more to me then he think he does. Love you babes! xx
My little baby Melain has grown up and bought herself a flashy white toyota echo! It's so tiny, just like her LOL but it does suit her. Yes, you know what that means! No more driving round in her parents big cars! Hahas, only joking love. I never minded thoses big cars. I'll still love you even if you had a cardboard box as your car! :) Melain also achieved a certificate for top 15 in our grade. Congrats my baby!
Tiffany is still as bitchy as always. LOL, we made a agreement that if one of us swears. The other gets to punch the swearer. But Tiffany the bitch, got all bitchy because I punched her hard and started punching me back and then called the agreement off that little sook! But oh wells, at least that means that I can swear as much as I want now. FUCKER. :) Me, Tiffany and Darinna is also absolutely hyped about New Caledonia which is going to be on the 10th July. Just another month to go!! It's going to be legen-wait for it-dary!
Darinna and Jessica has found out some rumours about them that shocked them but was also pretty funny to me to watch their reactions when they found out LOL. Priceless.
My Linh has made a quiz about herself on facebook just to see if I would fail. That girl loves me so much. I can see it in her eyes when she stares at me and the way she always tries to include me in everything. I also found out that shes a freak and she likes wearing stockings in winter and that she loves blogging about her hair straightener LOL. That poor child.
My sister Sokna has a HUGE HUGE HUGE pimple on her face. OMG ITS SO BIG, I CANT STOP STARING AT IT. It's like everytime I walk pass the song comes in my head, "Stop and stareee ... " LOL. I want to pop it so badly but my mum told her not to. And as a good innocent girl she is, she listened to my mum. POP THE PIMPLE ALREADY SOKNA, IT'S HIDEOUS.
And myself, well I have purchased the lovely Black iPhone 3G and I'm telling you now. IT'S AWESOME. I BLOODY LOVE IT AND PROBABLY CAN NOT LIVE WITHOUT IT NOW! :D:D I also have a new brown fluffy rug in my room and I realised that my room has that autumn color look. The rug is not the only new thing in my room but also a fish tank with 4 fish but 1 had died last night. It was so scary just floating there. I hate seeing dead fishs + birds + cats + dogs etc. That fish tank is a me and Khuyen's thing but we totally killed the whole every month thing. Oh wells, what can you do LOL.
Well guys, I'll try to blog more often so hopefully that works out good! Talk soon.

~(7:46 PM)